"I thought the first hotel I saw was heaven. But when I looked at that heaven with one eye closed, it was only a luxurious package for riches and hidden desire. Once I realized I was a human being with a real beating heart. I then realized that there are stories to tell and people I love.

The hotel that I'll start to work for now will really be heaven." Cha Jae Wan, Hotel King MBC 2014

It's been a while since I'm going through my day as Executive Secretary. First impression is that ... it's too fast, too soon. Of course, I'm grateful for having this position. I see lots of people crawling from the bottom and it takes long time and requires hard effort to achieve this level. But, instantly, I'm an ordinary fresh-graduate is able to have this extraordinary position on my 21. I'd rather call it LUCK.
God is the one who has this power over me.

However, I miss my first passion as I enter this world of Hospitality. The biggest reason I step in this Hotel Industry is to enrich my experience in Hospitality. I miss them; the guests, the atmosphere, the complaints, the complimentary, all of it. Working at back office is not as demanding as I was used to have. Somehow, I miss those pressures.

I miss my old place, the one where I supposed to be. At times, I feel like I'm lost in a strange place. Front office is where I belong.

Like it or not, I have to survive my whole day in this position. It's good to learn new experience afterall.

I don't normaly envy what others have, but I'm human too.

Sometimes in life, I rarely being grateful for all that I have. I give complaints all the time, mainly for something I couldn't have. That's childish, but that's what you call being human. The thing is, when you act elegant and calm about life, that's the ridiculous one. Why? Because human normally like to act childish.
When I see other people's live, I'd see myself wonder what if I could live that person's life. It happens all the time.

They have joy I don't have which makes me want it so bad. Afterall, I'm being wicked.

Life isn't unfair, neither is God. It's you who isn't fair of your fate.