Hate
I hate you the most since the very first time we met
You were such an arrogant annoying student that made me sick of you
I hate the way you said something
Too much, too rude
I hate the way you act
as if you were the one that can master anything

Until one day

Different
I felt it
Your glance at that time
I dont know ...

Next day

I still felt that difference
Your annoyance didnt impact so much on me
I told myself that maybe I get used to it
Maybe ..

That day

I moved to that place
What a wonderful place of a wonderlful atmosphere
Till I realized that
it was your place too

I prepared myself to hate this situation
But the fact was,
I did not
Even it was something like
"What a coincidence"


"Do not love much, do not hate much because that much will hurt you so much"
"When you hate someone, unconsciously, your attention will be directed most to someone you hate. Let fate does the rest, then you'll know what will happen next."

Single. You don't have to consider it as something pathetic. For me, it is absogoddamnlutely FUN.

When someone asks you whether you have couple or not, just answer it briefly. "I am single." hahahaha it is such a pride you know? People out there may neglect their relationship just to own that status, SINGLE. Single offers you so much freedom to enjoy all on your own. Be proud then haha.

Thing that I love the most from being single is friendship. Okay, people in relationship also have friendship, but there's always something different towards it. When you are single, friendship would be taken as the first place. You can have fun, laugh, do crazy things, freely without any worry. Sorry to say this but when you have relationship, the term would be automatically changed to your couple. Just imagine what would happen if you take your friends as your priority? Ummm, I'd rather not say that. Hahaha. Ya, once again it depends on each personality. Do not ever generalize all the people as the same.

Friends will always be there for you. Your relationship with them isn't bordered by any ridiculous thing (just guess it). Sadness will be covered faster than any moodboosters can. For having fun? You don't need to ask this. They may give you fabulous ways to get more and more fun. But please, cheat yor friend won't be allowed here. Once you cheat, everything won't be the same as it was. They will leave you forever, this is the heaviest risk that you might get. Treat them right and let them decorate your life beautifully. Find multi-function side of your friends and your life would be so colorful.

This is me and my hilarious friends. They are just two of my other hilarious friends. Yet, I'd rather call them as my family. As usual, live, love, laugh. Elaborate your love more to the one that needs you. It doesnt have to be the romantic one. Love your friends. Be nice to them and they will hundred nice to you.

Commitments. I dont know why these days it could be such a horror. Especially for men. Or I'd rather say boys. Indeed, they want something romantic, affection, or other lovely things that relationship offered. Yet, for something bounded? The would reject it. It would be a BIG NO. Why is that so? Are they afraid of losing freedom? Oh, it doesnt make any sense. They couldn't generalize all the girls as the same. Though, I might be included to that one. Ha-ha.


In other words, they are interested in loving, caring, or something but not in making a relationship. They often say, "What is so wrong about a guy and girl who only getting into friendship?" Indeed, it is so wrong. Girls are sensitive (if I'm not mistaken), not every girl in the world would make your thinking as okay. Girls are taking relationship as something to hold and rely on. Relationship for girls is kinda conviction that would make them sure everything is okay. Let say they are childish if they are taking labeling of relationship as something precious. Boys will never know that such 'unimportant' thing will cast out any insecurity they feel.

Honestly, it happens to me. I am in an unguessed relationship with one of my classmate. Everything has been so unclear since the first time he knew what I'm feeling. He only said "Thank you." Pffffttt, What do I expect then? :/ Then, we continued with ... well I dont know how to describe it. It seems like he wanted me to guess all of 'this'. We were hanging out sometimes, texting each other, but then what? It was nothing. When it came to a point that I have to make this clear, he just said, "What is the difference between having a relationship and just being friends? We still can have fun like this, right?" OMG, then I concluded that, When happiness is the one that matter, relationship is nothing :|

Maybe from boys' point of view, I found the truth. Even it is a little bit shocking, I agree with them. What is the meaning of relationship then if both of you know that you are meant to have something? Relationship is made just to let others know, it is not important. It could be so pathetic when everybody knows that you are in relationship, yet the truth is that you are never happy at all. Fake relationship. The only thing that matter here is happiness. People may have their own perception to have it. But this is world. So please, be realistic. Dont be such a naive that only look at the narrow point of view.

Even if its is guessed or unguessed, you are the only one that know how to make yourself happier. Cheer up girls ;;)