Baru-baru ini dapet semacam pemikiran aneh tentang perkuliahan, yah gak jauh-jauh dari pilihan pindah major. Honestly, I little bit regret my decision to change my major, yeah moving to literature. Dealing with anything from this major seems interesting for me, I won't doubt that, yet it feels like I'm not really into this major. I can say that linguistics is much easier. Maybe that's because I've been so used to learn science for a long time even since I was on senior high. Once again, it's all about familiarity.
Yah, tapi bukannya gak berusaha sih, bukannya mau berlindung di balik alasan kebiasaan. Sebenernya juga udah capek banget belajar ilmu pasti. I need to learn something new for sure. Udah coba baca-baca segala sesuatunya yang ada hubungannya sama blekenek blekenek ini, masih belum seberapa maksimal hasilnya. By the way, balik lagi ke kebiasaan jadul "practice makes perfect" gak ada ceritanya gak bisa kalo udah tekun. Stereotype "pinter dari sononya" itu gampang diruntuhin kok. People might say that intelligence comes naturally, cuma orang orang tekun aja who could make innovation.
Haha dan sekali lagi postingan ini ujung-ujungnya jadi self-motivation. You just need to believe in yourself. Underestimation will come and go as other people may please, just keep on the right track though.