To some people, love definition may be varied, whether it is affection, sexual attraction, mutual feelings, friendship, kinship, or anything else that could be translated into words.

To me, I once thought love is just mutual feelings of two persons that need the presence and care of each other.

Then I came to the point that all I think of love is not precisely right.

If I measure the love based on that terms, it will all be about taking and giving.

Lately, I just figured out that love is much more beyond that.

I had a tough relationship, where it is so hard for us to survive together.

They said it is impossible for us to unite or even go on to the next level.

In tough circumstance, I had tough persistence and faith to stay with him no matter hard it will be.

Somehow, we just have to realize that some relationship may not work.

That's the same thing to ours.

When he asked to leave, what do you think crossed my mind at that time?

Say it anger, fury, madness, sadness, disappointment, grief, shock; all those feelings you got during parting.

If I had to choose, I'd rather tell him to not leave me.

I hate being left. I hate it so much. Not after all I've fought for us.

I asked myself deeply, 'do I really love him?' like thousand times.

I know the answer, then I let him go.

Love and obsession are different.

He's not yours to have, he's yours to love.

To love means to let him go, for now.

It's hard for me to beg for him to stay in relationship he cannot go on further.

To be in love and starting relationship take two persons.

But to fall out of love and parting only take one decision.

If he wants to leave, while I don't, who do you think can win the decision?

I'll let him go and step back.

If he's happier this way, I'll be happier, to me it's the definition of what love is.

For once, I want my sacrifice to be meaningful to someone else's life.

I want to let him be free.

And I want to set myself free from selfishness.

My first time I agreed to farewell and ignored my own feelings.

Love is not about 'What can you do for me?' 

it's 'What can I do for you?'

My pray will always be with you, Love.

I'm glad setting you free now.

Jesus will take care of you and protect you wherever you go.